Recently I unearthed a copy of a letter written during
the First World War – exactly a hundred years ago, in 1915 – from my
great-uncle to his sister, my grandmother. Charles Hudson was a British officer
serving on the Western Front at the Ypres salient. He was a daredevil, addicted
to adventure, and not beyond disobeying orders. To offset the passive endurance
of trench warfare, he had developed a taste for ‘night crawling’ – creeping out
in the dark, usually unarmed, and accompanied by one of his men to inspect
enemy positions and cut their barbed wire. On one occasion he finds himself peering through a chink into
a German dugout: ‘The door in the trench was open…the men in the dugout lit a
candle as the door closed and in the light I could see the men opposite me quite
distinctly. Three sat in a row on a bench. I had never seen the enemy, other
than prisoners, at a range of a few feet and I was vastly intrigued. Then a man
just the other side of the wall shifted his position so that the back of his
neck blocked my view. I blew gently and the man scratched his neck but did not
move.’!
The letter to my grandmother details his next - illegal - excursion.
I’ve shortened it somewhat but it’s a vivid, heart stopping account of living in the moment.
Dear Dolly,
You may be pleased to hear I was absolutely
forbidden by the General to go again as I am Coy [Company] commander, rather
rot for me but…
I went with Stafford again, at 4.30 am.
Conversation:
“Damned cold, Sergeant.”
“Yes Sir, moon’s a bit bright, but it will be going
down soon.” “Yes Sir, better take some bombs.” “Yes Sir, shall I get them Sir?”
“We’ll pick them up at the listening post (in
front). Sentries warned?”
“Yes Sir.”
So off we go through a covered gap in the parapet
and down the ledge.
“Who’s that?” (whispered)
“Sherwood Foresters. Captain Hudson. All quiet
Corporal?”
“Yes Sir.”
“We’re going out in front to the left.”
“Very well Sir.”
We are now 150 yards from Fritz and the moon is
bright, so we bend and walk quietly onto the road running diagonally across the
front into the Bosche line. There is a stream the far side of this – boards
have been put down across it at intervals and must have fallen it – about 20
yards down we can cross. We stop and listen – Swish! – and down we plop (for a flare lights everything up). It
goes out with a hiss and over the board we trundle on hands and knees.
Still.
Apparently no one has seen so we proceed to crawl
through a line of ‘French’ wire. Now for 100 yards dead flat weed land with
here and there a shell hole or old webbing equipment lying in little heaps!
These we avoid. This means a slow, slow crawl head down, propelling ourselves
by toes and forearm, body and legs flat on the ground, like a snake.
A working party of Huns are in their lair. We can
just see dark shadows and hear the sergeant, who is sitting down. He’s got a
bad cold! We must wait a bit, the moon’s getting low but it’s too bright. Now 5
a.m. They will stop soon and if we go on we may meet a covering party lying
low.
5.10.
5.15.
5.25.
5.30.
And the moon’s gone.
“Got the bombs Sergeant?”
“No Sir, I forgot them!”
‘Huns’ and the last crawl starts.
The Bosch is moving and we crawl quickly on to the
wire – past two huge shell holes to the first row…Out comes the wire cutter. I
hold the strands to prevent them jumping apart when cut and Stafford cuts…Two
or three tins are cut off as we go. (These tins are hung to give warning and
one must beware of them)…
It is getting light, a long streak has already
appeared…
Stafford has to extract me twice from the wire…He
leads back down a bit of ditch.
Suddenly a sentry fires two shots which spit on the
ground a few yards in front. We lie absolutely flat, scarcely daring to breathe
– has he seen? Then we go on with our trophies [pieces of wire], the ditch gets
a little deeper, giving cover! My heart beating 19 to the dozen – will it mean
a machine gun? Stafford is gaining and leads by ten yards.
“My God,” I think, “it is a listening post ahead and
this is the ditch to it. I must stop him.”
I whisper “Stafford, Stafford!” and feel I am
shouting. He stops, thinking I have got it.
“Do you think it’s a listening post? There! By the mound
– listen.”
“Perhaps we had better cut across to the left Sir.”
“Very well.”
This time I lead. Thank God, the ditch and the road
over the ditch, and we run like hell, bent double. Suddenly I go a fearful
cropper and a machine gun is rattling in the distance and the streak is getting
bigger every minute.
“Are you all right Sir?” From Stafford.
I laugh, “Forgot that damned wire.” (Our own wire
outside our listening post.)
Soon we are behind the friendly parapet and it is
day. We are ourselves again, but there’s a subtle cord between us, stronger
than barbed wire, that will take a lot of cutting. Twenty to seven, 2 hours 10
minutes of life – war at its best. But shelling, no, that’s death at its worst.
And I can’t go again, it’s a vice. Immediately after I swear I’ll never do it
again. The next night I find myself aching after ‘No Man’s Land’.
Some yarn I think, worse than the Wide World, tell
me if it sounds realistic, it’s all the truth.
My nerve has quite come back again. I felt a bit
shaky when I started…
Bye-bye
Ever your loving Brother
Charlie
Charles Hudson V.C. |
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